Jamming in the Park


night-st4lker asked: hey i know this is an odd question but i was searching the meaning of solid black armband tats, and your post came up about getting it and stuff, did you ever find out what they actually mean? thanks (:
oh yes I believe that back in the day in Asia the slaves were marked with rings on theeir arms…but you can make your own meaning to it.

okay so I have been in pain for 6 days went to the hospital to get ma appendix taken out but then they told me to wait it out because they found a ruptured cyst in my ovaries …sooo no im in pain and alll out of it.

*Feeling happy my partner is back from Kanora
*Its crazy how lonesome you can get even though the person is with you everyday
*Been working crazy hard
*Tired
*Tummy Hurts
*should be a good day
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okay so yeah, my roomates are being lil cunts and making me pay more for rent because my partner is living with me..not OKAY!
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Feeling loadds better today! I suppose my mind takes over lots of times then it gets a hold of my worse sides, and in this situation it was depression and lack of self loving. I feel pretty stupid when i get like that, but I suppose I am only human.
today I sit here in the silence, listening to my own thoughts rambling about all crazy things that have happened in my life, I really dont get why I cant just forgive or forget, I dont know why I cant just be happy, I have everything i could ask for so why am I still such a sad lil girl?
so here I have a whole long weekend to my self, instead of doing great things I waist my time feeling all haggard and lonesome I think I spent to much time with my partner now I dont know how to function without him ahaha how silly of me!
I have been feeling so damn sad about certain things lately, have been feeling soo distant so empty, even though I had been crazy blessed with all these great happenings that have happened to me but still im feeling like this.
I want it to end.